" So. It has been a really long time since we've talked. I had to get out your old writing pages to get myself caught up to speed again. How've you been? Why has it been so long since you called me again?"
" Well, yes, its been a long time. I felt stuck, emotionally. I was trying to get to something and I wasn't sure what. But, you know I'm a Christian, right?"
" I don't think you've mentioned it." The therapist said. "But it seems like a natural thing for you. Well, it's okay that you are. It shouldn't effect your therapy anyway."
"I didn't think it would. But I've been a born-again Christian since 1997, I think. My relationship with God has helped me through dark times when I felt alone, nobody loved me or nobody understood. I knew Jesus understood. I knew He loved me. He told me I wasn't alone. He assures me there is an answer if I believe in Him. So because I was stuck emotionally somehow, I thought that maybe I needed to go to church. So I did. I went to a church that I like that's in my hometown. They're small and are Bible centered, and don't just talk about 'nice' subjects and speak about all manner of things. Although it helped me to get rid of some negative thoughts and feeling better about myself. It didn't get to the root of the problem. It was a Christian friend that I had online that lives miles and miles away. This friend talked about a church service he went to where the topic was forgiveness. And it struck my friend deeply and the part which got to me was while I must forgive transgressors against me immediately, I am not expected to trust them immediately, or allow them to continue to hurt me. Because as much as I had been hurt, what hurts the most is not being with my family anytime I wanted to be. And after like 5 years, I'm ready to trust them again."
"Wow." said the therapist. "You do sound better. Have you been walking?"
"Yes. I try to go walking everyday. Most days I get to it."
"Good! We have like one more session left I think. Maybe two."




